New Cartoon

 A while ago, I did this.

I've been working on another video - not a sequel, but the same style, ever since.

The basic story here is - our hero has cuckold fantasies - he jerks off to internet dommes and cuckold porn, but he doesn't ever imagine his actual wife in these scenarios - he just likes the porn. 

Then his wife, played by Eva Lovia gets a job offer to work on a TV show in L.A. - a big opportunity for her, but it will mean a month away from home. Thinking this will be a great opportunity to really indulge his cuck porn addiction, he encourages her, and even calls in a favour from an old college buddy who is now a bigshot TV producer to help secure her the job. 

There's a tearful goodbye as she jets off. But before he gets a chance to revel in the privacy and his cuck porn collection, his wife calls to say her sister needs a place to stay for a while , so shes going to move into their spare room for an open-ended period.

His sister in law, played by Emma Lux, is totally different to his innocent wife. She sees straight through him to see the beta cuck loser he really is. Within days she's ferreted out his porn collection, his online accounts and his particular shameful fetish. 

Emma explains the awful truth.

She blackmails and manipulates him, and within a couple of weeks he's been manoeuvred intoto agreeing to his wife cucking him in LA with the friend he called in the favour for. Emma makes this look like it's all his idea. There's a series of escalating video calls with his wife as she casting-couches her way to success, where he has to pretend he's cool with all this. Meanwhile the sister in law humiliates, teases and bullies him at home. 

There's quite a bit of ambiguity and double-meaning in the conversations between Peter and Eva, where he thinks she's asking his agreement for her to interview for bigger roles, but it could also mean she's asking if he's okay with her hooking up with his friend.

In the scenes with Emma, she never explicitly blackmails him, although she's sure to leave that impression as she takes compromising photos and videos of him.

I'm happy with the casting choices. I have a ton of clips of Eva on the phone, doing cam stuff, interviews etc. And her higher-class videos for Digital Playground and Vixen have loads of story elements.  Emma is just so deliciously mean and has done so much content it's relatively easy to find clips that work.

As before though, the whole process of cutting, copying, prequelling and porting the files is a pain. Also, the timing and pacing is so awkward in Premiere - getting text and visuals to line up in interesting ways is painful and making edits to them is exasperating as you work with the video, frames, text boxes etc. etc.

The process pf writing it, is even more organic than with a standard PMV. I have a rough outline of where the scene is going, pick clips for that, lay them out, switch the positions, closeups etc. so it has some visual interest. But making text match the visual to match the text is a back-and-forth balancing act, so when I have a good scene I'll try to write dialog to match it, but other times I can't write what I want because there's no clip that can make it work visually. 

Emma reassures her cuck

The main problem though is that I tend to write dialog-heavy, over-written screeds of text. Cutting it down to the most-impactful essentials is really difficult. Comics are not supposed to be walls of text with a few pictures. I have to constantly fight the urge to blurb ever longer paragraphs into text boxes. This is a battle I am consistently losing.

My appreciation for comic writers and artists grows all the time. Even if I had complete freedom to create any image in a panel I don't think I could do much better than my clumsy efforts. Brevity, and show-don't-tell are the hardest things to master. 

I estmate this is around two thirds towards a complete first draft. But I have to go back and fix timings in a lot of places, and where I've done simple text boxes and a frame of video or two, I need to rework sections so it's more visually arresting. Plus, groan, a lot of the text needs to be edited down to make it concise. The groan there is that reducing text means reducing video length with all the knock-on effects. 

I'm constantly amazed at the visual impact that this cartoon filter has. I'm working with images of two of the most beautiful women, ever, but when I lay out the cartoonified images they have an impact that seems even greater than the originals. Does this mean I'm intimidated by real women and really see them as unreal fantasy figures? Yes, probably. In fact, that should have been obvious some time ago.

Cuck therapy.

As usual the idea of publishing this gives me the heebie jeebies. Not that it's disturbing - as usual the whole story is suffused with love and affection. There's always a happy-ever-after for me. But even more than with a PMV, I've taken clips of performers work and mashed them into something else. I've put words in their mouths and presented the whole as my own work. I doubt Eva Lovia would care one jot at this time, but Emma Lux is a working performer making amazing content. I doubt she'd give permission for this to be published and worse, she might be really annoyed and upset about it. Making either of them unhappy is a horrible idea. 

I plan to send Emma a message telling her about it. While it's not her words, and the video is changed, who know, she might like it, and I'll put promotional messages for her IWC and onlyfans all over it. Eva is a different matter, she has her podcast now, and I can't imagine there's a bunch of cuck-hounds who want to subscribe to it. Though of course, there's just her coffee tip-jar thing, so maybe I could promote that.

This is just window-dressing to assuage my guilt at stealing their content and repurposing it of course. 

Working on the project is fun, but frustrating. I don't get to write at the pace I'd like. The visuals make it more restrictive and editing is a pain. But, working on the double path where the text feeds off the available scenes and the visuals inspire the text is very satisfying. 

I think this one will finish up being around twelve minutes long. I'm sometimes inclined to write it as an actual story but I'd feel guilty about writing anything while Ashley Mike and Dave linger on my hard drive, accusing me when I waste hours on other stuff.

Is She Geetting What She Needs

Eva Lovia : They Look So Good Together.

 I'm either relapsing or moving to a new phase. Or maybe I wrote so much about how, who Eva is in reality versus my image of her, is so stupid, that I can move on. Anyway, back to captioning pictures of hr that turns her into the cuck angel I imagine.

Porn Mommy Issues

We have to talk about Eva.

Or rather, my fucked-up relationship with her.

I've made four PMVs of Eva. That's three more than any other pornstar. I have written a novel, or rather, am writing a novel, already longer than War and Peace, called 'Eva's New Lifestyle.' I can pretend it's not about her, but on every page, I've put a picture of Eva Lovia, so who am I fooling? I've written blog posts about her, posted captioned pictures of her. I've downloaded and then deleted over a Terrabyte of her videos and pictures. I love her. I hate her. I don't hate her. She makes me crazy.

My most viewed and downloaded PMV is one of Eva where she gently encourages the viewer to masturbate while she is fucked by her lover. I spent many many hours on it, like the other three which are entirely composed of her videos. Hours staring at her. Listening to her. Admiring her. Adoring her.

 

I joined both of the personal websites Eva created. I joined her onlyfans. I got a twitter account purely so I could follow her. I have bought many, many of her videos. I have probably watched her on some form of media, more than any other woman. 

But I can't stand her. After the JOI video blew up, I re-downloaded some of her videos so I could finish a different one of her that I'd started. I called the folder I put them in 'EvaForMySins'. In a blog post I likened her to Anne Boleyn, who Henry killed but could not excise from his life. 

So, the other day, I opened her twitter, which I had unfollowed, just to see how she is doing. 

And it all came back. She has a podcast now. Of course she does. A Trump-supporting podcast. I read some of the synopsis and her comments. I listened to a couple of episode. Oh God, how can this be her? How can the woman I want her to be, be so very different to the woman she actually is? Spoiled. Self-obsessed. Reactionary. Right wing. Self-satisfied. Uncaring.

"The women’s march does not represent all women. It does not represent me or my beliefs."

"How is using the term mansplaining anytime a man speaks not sexist? Thinking women need SJWs to defend them from conversation is indirectly saying women aren’t capable of going toe to toe with a man. Why is it the progressives want to keep us moving backwards?"

She goes on and on and on like this.

I know, I know. There's absolutely no reason why she should be any other way than she is. The woman in my mind is just my wish fulfillment projected onto porn. It's not like she pretended to be a progressive in her videos and her views in real life are different. She never expressed any views while she was shooting porn. Who would? Eva Lovia isn't her real name. She doesn't even really have a porn 'persona'. There's nothing there. Why would there be? The person in my head is a product of the thousands of hours of video and writing and obsessing that I did, not anything she ever did or said.

It's just, just, that she's SO different. So objectionable. Of course she loves Trump, guns, money, spiritualism. She's anti-vaccination, covid-sceptical and against civil rights. If there's a compassionate political position, then she's on the opposite side. Pro Gun. Pro Life. Pro Cop. Making America Great Again.

I wish. I wish I'd never found out any of this. Or re-discovered it all again. Be warned. Never meet your heroes. Don't even follow them on twitter. Or read their blog. And for God's sake don't listen to their podcast. Unless it's David Tenant. He's okay. His podcast is wonderful. Listening to him chat with Ian McKellan or Stacey Abrams is a joy. But I can't get quite as excited about seeing him in opaque pantyhose. Or anyone else for that matter. It has to be Eva. She is my Porn Mommy. If only I could forget her.

PMV : Eva Lovia ASMR Cuck JOI

You know that thing about the order of adjectives? Like you never say "A big angry grey elephant" but you would say "A big angry grey elephant?" There's some sort of order to the way adjectives are listed. You don't know what they are consciously, but you know when it's right.

Well, this is like that. I started to make an ASMR video. Originally, Eva Lovia wasn't even in it. It was Natasha from Natasha's bedroom. For ages, the project file was called Nat ASMR. There were other stars in there and the whole thing was very languorous and set to music with Natasha's voice over. Then I included some Eva Lovia and it kind of changed. Now it was a lot about her demonstrating JOI. Then I wanted to include some more HC scenes of Eva and that made it go a bit in a cuckold direction and then I put in a small clip of Larkin Love saying 'It's so good to be a cuck." and it all made sense. Eva was encouraging you to jerk off, to her, while she cuckolded you on the sly. Who wouldn't like that? And she's so nice about it too.

This took ages. I'd set it to Orbital's Halcyon and the version I used got progressively heavier as it went on. So, i'd put Eva in the middle and worked from there, so by the time I'd finished out to the end of the second half, I realised that the start with Natasha has to go and then I had to fill in all of the start. So it's ended up almost in to halves. It starts, builds, reaches a  kind of catharsis in the middle and then endlessly reprises that to the end.

Sound is more difficult than video, especially if the sound was secondary to the video in the first place. That perfect phrase you've picked out may be muffled or covered by some other sound. For this, I wanted to repeat phrases and match them to the music's changes. I found myself cursing Eva's decision to record in her front room where traffic noise interrupted her most delicious coaxing. Also, Xander, her's an interrupting bollox. Can't he just shut his mouth while Eva's delivering her lines.  And bed noise. You'd think they'd push that headboard up more firmly so we can all appreciate Eva's moaning without having a clunk over the audio every 0.68 seconds.  

Anyway, why write about this PMV so much? I posted it to Empornium and it did well, surprisingly well in the downloads. And then it continued to go up. It's not my most popular PMV there, but considering the niche material, it's way more popular than it ought to be. 

Then I posted it on Reddit and it was popular on the JOI sub until it got deleted for not being more exclusively JOI. So then I posted it on SpankBang (Pornhub just removes my stuff) where it is now my most popular PMV by a wide margin. 

Link to Full Video on SpankBang

I don't really know why. It's not my editing or the sound. I've long ago realised that people like stuff based on a half-second reaction to an image. It's not an in-depth critique. 

To be perfectly honest, it may just be that image above. Eva just looks amazing in it and that expression, slightly amused, slightly mocking, "As IF, I'd lick your cock, loser. It's enough for you to imagine it." 

So, I may try to do another one like this. It's hard to imagine doing one based on anyone else. Maybe Allie Haze. Maybe Adria Rae. Maybe Eva again.

 

Eva's getting ready

Eva Lovia Deserves the Best Cock

Setting out to be fetish, rarely works.

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Eva Lovia Pregnant.

As if you didn't know already, Eva Lovia is pregnant, but not for much longer. She's posted a bit on her site and on twitter, but it's erratic. This latest photo is the latest, and she says, not much longer on her twitter. 

Obviously, all pregnant women give you the feels and Eva always looks amazing, but this photo is pretty stunning even by her standards.

I feel more and more conflicted about her. She seems lovely in every way except that she's doubled down on being a Trump supporter which makes her (to my European senses) sound like a deranged nazi. I don't want to make excuses for her just because she's beautiful but, given half of the US supports him, maybe I should give her a fools pardon. I don't think she's given it a lot of thought - the closest to an excuse she gave was that she wanted low taxes. Sigh.

However, it's impossible to see this picture and want to criticise her. I'm sure she'll be a wonderful mother.

Eval Lovia, Cuckold Caprtion. Power

Power

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No.
I will tell you how it’s going to be in this relationship.
I will do whatever I like with whoever I like.
You will accept this and be content.
That is the end of it.
Are you crying?
I understand. You feel joy. And release.
Let it all out baby.
I will be everything to you.
You need only to obey me.
In Everything.

Eva Lovia. Cuckold Caption. The way she looks at him.

The way she looks at him.

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The way she looks at him.
Does she know she’s doing it? Does she even care?
When I agreed. When I gave in. She said it would just be one time. Then it was another time. Then just one more.
She said it was just sex. That he scratched that particular itch she had. That it would make ‘us’ stronger.
But when she comes back after being with him, she just rolls over and sleeps. When we do have sex, she just seems bored. And when she pretends to be into it, it’s so obvious, it hurts so bad.
But the way she looks at him. It’s like a knife in my heart.
And she doesn’t care.

Eva Lovia. Cuckold Caption. Control

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Now, you’re going to just kneel there and do what I say, understand?
I know you have these feelings of ... inadequacy ... of weakness ...
It’s time you faced up to them, embraced them.
You’re going to masturbate to me. Yes, now, while kneeling in front of me.
Yes. I want you to. I give you permission . No need to hide, let’s just have this out in the open.
Masturbate to me. Now.
This is how we’re going to have sex from now on. Me in my lingerie. You, staring and masturbating.
No contact.
Don’t worry about me. I’ll be fine. Once you’re done I’m going to call James and he’ll take care of my needs. Again.
You like the sound of that? Yes, honey. Do it now. Do you want to spunk on my feet?
Uh huh. Yes. Good boy.
Go clean up. I want to change.

Perfect Porn #4 Eva Lovia Vixen.

Perfect Porn #4 Eva Lovia Vixen.

This may not be Eva’s only appearance in the top 10. In fact I could make a top ten of just Eva. This one is special though.

She did scenes for Vixen, blacked and finally Tushy where she did three. The Vixen one is just fabulous, and for a few reasons. First, the pantyhose/stockings things. She keeps them on throughout, huzzah! And they’re super high quality nylons. I love pantyhose but I’m not so fond of them being ripped, so these waistband/stocking affairs are just perfect. She also wears this clingy lace  top which is fabulous. It comes off pretty quick which is unfortunate but never mind. Plus there’s the glasses, always sexy as hell.

Now Eva is a consummate actress. She’s funny, vampish,slutty and yet keeps a certain distance. You always feel that even though she’s enjoying the sex, she’s in control. That might sound bad but it means she’s always acting and in this Vixen scene she acts her socks off. Well, not actually, they stay on, but it’s still A+ porn.

The scene in question here is right t the start. She’s enticed her guy back, shed her little black skirt so she’s down to the top pantyhose and panties. And those glasses. She’s kissing him and stroking his cock, then descends to her knees to suck him. It’s nice and slobbery and lots of eye contact while he stands. Then she pushed him sitting onto the bed and stay kneeling, gobbling his cock on her knees. 

Then she hops to her feet and strips off the panties, giving him a nice lapdance, rubbing her ass crack on his cock and grinding him, smiling all the while.  Then while grinding him, she looks back over her shoulder and says. 

“I think you should fuck my mouth first.”

That’s it. For any other actress  all this is just warmup which they would phone in. Eva makes it the sexiest thing imaginable. I have no idea if someone fed her tht line, but I doubt it. I choose to believe she came up with it and delivers it like the most incredible invitation. She doesn’t tell him to. She doesn’t ask him to. She advises him to. She knows best how he can enjoy her incredible beauty. Her perfact body. She’s like a maitre’d recommending the best wine to go with your meal. I think you should fuck my mouth. Fist. Before you go on to the main course, my brain meltingly gorgeous pussy, framed in my smoky hot black opaque pantyhose. We can only agree. He should fuck her mouth. He should fuck it, right now.

She skips out of the panties and slides onto the bed while he stands up. Her legs are curled up in the air, her toes pointed in anticipation. She grabs his penis and slides it into her mouth and as she sucks him in. Her legs extend onto the bed. I’m not sure I can explain why her legs extending like this is so fucking sexy. It just is. Like I said in another post. The acting is showing you on the outside how the actress is feeling on the inside. Tense anticipation - legs curled upwards, taut. Blissful satisfaction with a cock in your mouth - legs relaxed and prone. Of course it also shows us her perfect little buns tight and then relaxed. Did I mention the way the pantyhose frames her pussy? Ass too.

The rest of the scene is pur gold too. When he takes he by the hair and fucks her mouth as promised she grins at him and says “I love it when you fuck my face.” We love it too. I’m sure he’s pretty happy with it also. Everyone’s a winner. 

After some rather unnecessary tonguing she loses the top and he gets her legs up by hear ears, exposing those lovely pussy lips. She pulls her legs wide for him and we’re off.  The legs, black and glamorous are swaing in the air as she gets pounded. I could watch Eva get fucked like this  for hours. Then her legs are together, and he’s shafting her hard, pistoning her into the bed. Then she’s flipped onot all fours, the pantyhose straining oveer her ass, he slides in and it’s a totally delicious doggy style fuck moving on to him sliding into her from above noce and hard. She’s looking redder and redder her as it builds up and her noises, as always are priceless. Now she’s prone, legs slightly apart and he hammers her into the mattress. She looks incredible as she takes this, little yelps puntuate each thrust. She blows him a bit more an then we have a fiarly rubbish cowgirl to a cream pie end. So so. But the  pedestrian last third is more than made up for by the classy first half. 

“I think you should fuck my mouth first.”