Tuesday, January 01, 2008

2008 Update
I've done some new writing, but last year I finally allowed the site domain name and hosting to lapse, so I've nowhere to put the new pages up. However, all is not lost, as there's plenty of ways to distribute stuff on the web these days. Keep reading.

In fact, what I did for the new chapters of Stephanie's scheme, and Clarissa was to redo them as a .pdf files. In fact, I re-read, edited and fixed spelling and other problems in both files, as well as redoing them as pdf docs. So, what I've done is post them at this site - rapidshare.de, and you can download them from there.

There are two files in each case, one with and one without pictures.
Stephanie with pictures is nearly 30Megs
Stephanie without pictures is only 20Megs

Now, just for my own gratification, and to make sure this works, I'll only send you the link you need to get the next update if you post a comment here. Then I'll message you back the link. If you're at all familiar with me, you'll know that I won't spam you or sell your email on. I just long for some feedback on what I write.

Why the huge break? Well, real life became fairly intense for a while, nothing bad, just a lot to do, and once you fall out of the habit of writing for a long while, it drops out of your mind.
Why start back on it now? I've no idea, maybe the time becomes available, maybe stuff just builds up in your head.

A word on the new material. First off, there isnt an awful lot. In Clarissa I've added about half of a chapter, and in Stephanie, about one full chapter (which is a lot more than for Clarissa as the Stephanie chapters are much longer). However, what I did manage to do with it, was to finally decide what THE TRUTH is. To be honest, I started to write it (back in 2002) and wrote a lot of it without any clear idea of where the plot was going, what had happened in the past, or any notion of where the story was going. When I started back on it a month or so ago, and re-read the whole thing, it became clearer to me where I wanted to take it, and what had happened to these characters in the past. That done of course, I then proceeded to head off on a totally unlrelated tangent, so don't expect the plot to have moved on much.

In Clarissa, the procrastination continues. Without meaning to, I've endlessly drawn out the meeting between Dan, Jenny and Frank to the degree that it feels like time will telescope down to the crucial few seconds before they meet with noting moving forward, as I put off the terrible moment forever.

Here's an extract from the new section of Stephanie.

"That moment I saw you look at me here, in this house, the way you looked at me. The way it made me feel. I didn’t know what it was, but it made me feel different. Powerful. You are such a fucking sissy that your look, your furtive little look, woke something in me. I knew I wanted to fuck you. I knew I wanted to hold you down and fuck you. Fuck you hard. And from then on, every time Kurt would fuck me, every time he’d shove his hard cock into me, even though I loved it, some part of me, some part of my mind was enjoying it on a different level. Like I was him. Like I was the one fucking the girl, holding her legs apart and ramming myself into her, making her gasp, making her moan, listening to her pant my name.”

If downloading files from rapidshare doesn't sound good then I can email them to you. And if you previously visited my site and want to get a copy of any of my older stories then just ask and I'll send them on in email.

That's in.


  1. Anonymous8:19 AM

    Dear Alamo Preacher - I am SO GLAD to see you back online. I would love to see what progress you've made with both Stephanie and Clarissa but I don't know how to get the files from rapidshare.de. Can you post links to the files?
    Thanks for all your hard work and again, glad to see you back.

    Pamela Anne Michaels - pamtng@yahoo.com

  2. Thanks. Mail sent. Let me know if/when you get it.

  3. Anonymous8:26 PM

    Dear Al,

    The first 3 chapters of the Clarissa series you posted to fictionmania have been amongst my favorite stories on that site. I simply love the elements of psychological role reversal you have put into the story, which makes it so much more interesting than stories simply involving feminization.

    Imagine to my surprise that you have been posting more stuff on your blog. Could you send me the links to the files for both clarissa and stephanie? Its great to have you back.

    Isabelle - sissy_isabelle *at* yahoo *dot* com

  4. Could you please send me the files at

    tinsman99 at yahoo?


  5. Awesome that your back!! I loved your stories and I would like to see them again and to see how they go into the future.

    Could I get the links to your stories?


  6. Anonymous11:26 AM

    Al, thanks for keeping with the story. one of the best stories i've read in this genre and i don't want it to end. have loved all your work and was sorry to see the site go down. can you please send me the links to all your stories with or without pictures that you have saved. thanks so much and i hope you keep putting out these great stories. dougsonnier@cox.net

  7. Anonymous12:45 PM

    I have no idea whether this is still an active site, but it is worth a try. I am really conflicted as to what to write. I read your stories on FM which I guess have been there for several years. Ordinarily, I would avoid stories with those tags as they just get me angry (I abhor humiliation/femdom/cuckolding stories), but I absolutely loved your work and I am extremely disappointed not to know what happens to those characters, particularly the ones in Stephanie's Scheme. You are the best writer I have tried in recent memory. Anyone who can make the submissive in S S into a real person, not just a fantasy object, is someone who absolutely should be writing full time. My only criticism is that you seem to have trouble finishing. I enjoyed Clarissa very much as far as it went, but it seemed that it could end where it did on FM. Stephanie's Scheme, however, just left my falling into an endless pit. I hope you finished it and I can't wait to read it. I am serious about your writing. If you ever turned mainstream, anyone with a gift of characterization and narrative like yours would have to be a huge success.

    Please send links via email to anything you have written to notmenopenotme@mail.com.