Audio Script. Acceptance.

Is this even a script. Five years ago I thought so. Look at the length of the lines! This person speaks in paragraphs! With Sub-clauses! Oh god. I'm ashamed to admit now, that I sent this to some performers to record. No wonder they demurred. 

Still, it can be read as a piece of prose monologue. In case you're wondering, yes, it's a sissy femdom cuckold story.  I don't really do anything else.


Begin black, voice fades in,


Hello James, is this okay? You’ve turned off your phone I hope. I have. We don’t want to be disturbed. How are you feeling today? Good. A little bit anxious? Well that’s okay, after all, eh, that’s what we’re here for to help you, eh. get over this, eh, anxiety. That’s what your wife wants, and, I know you’re a little skeptical, but eh, really, hypnosis is a proven therapy for anxiety and these kinds of personality problems. It’s not always effective with every patient, but as I told Claire, your wife, I think, James, that you’re an ideal, eh, candidate for this therapy.

Yes, eh, I know, you’re not sure you really need this, but yes, yes, that’s often the case, and really ... often . it’s those closest to us, yes, our loved ones, who are best able to tell, yes, that something, isn’t yes, isn’t right. Yes? You see? You, you may not be aware of the problem, but yes Claire,and she sees these problems in you. Uh-huh, yes, and really, well, who wouldn’t want to be more relaxed anyway? Right? Sure, yeah, so that’s all we’re going to do here, and make sure, yeah, that you’re happy.

I know. I know. Yes. Of course you are. And why wouldn’t you be? Sure, you’re very comfortably off, (laughs), yes, I mean, since you’ve been a young man, and the eh, the inheritance, yes, you’ve never needed to work. And, yes, we’ll get back to that, and you have this beautiful life, and your marriage, Claire, I mean, she’s so beautiful and kind, a really wonderful person. Uh-huh, but yes, James, exactly, and you can see? Can you? Why, exactly, this, all this, eh good fortune if I can put it that way, might lead to feelings of anxiety, even of feelings of worthlessness. You don’t? Well, that’s, that’s what I was getting to - those feelings may eh,  may be difficult to identify, but yeah, I can assure you, as I said, from our counselling, and yes, the psychological questionnaire, no really, I explained, yes, that I’m a fully qualified psychotherapist, and no, really no, even though your answers, yes, they might seem, and you might feel, but no, really, what Claire sees, and yes, they’re all there in those tests. Can I give you an analogy? You know what that is? (laughs) Yeah, sure, I know you went to college too, it’s just a word, sometimes people don’t … (laughs) anyway, you know what a Glaucoma is? yeah, not just older people, sometimes, people can be born with a Glaucoma, or it develops very slowly, and that person, unless they have an eye exam, yeah, really, you can google it, really, they don’t know. Why? because they don’t realise, they just don’t know, because they’ve always had it, or it develops so slowly, they don’t notice their sight failing, and they can still get around, and then finally, they think they need an eye exam, or they visit a doctor, and bam, they’re told yes, they have less than 40 or even 20 percent vision in one eye, and a simple operation - and sometimes, yes James, they really don’t believe it, exactly, and then when the operation is over, they’re like Woah! How did I not notice before, and wow, the world is so clear - because, you know, it’s completely treatable, and yeah, sometimes, you know, there’s like videos on youtube, yeah, you’ve seen them. And you get it, I really assure you, this, this therapy can be like that - maybe not one session, because this is not a fast cure, but it can be like, wow, I feel so relaxed now, and my mind is so clear, and I feel so, so much better, and it’s not, you know, not that they feel great, really, it’s just that compared to how, yeah, how they were feeling before, and not, eh, not even realising it.

Sure, no, and that’s what I meant about personality, sure, this, really, that stage hypnotism is just showbiz, really, I mean hypnotism can’t change people, not permanently, but it can, often we refer to it as unblocking, or acceptance therapy, it just removes the bad stuff, the baggage, and you don’t even know that you were carrying it, and now, after you’ll feel, lighter. That’s the word people often use, like, yeah, a weight off their shoulders, and yes, and Claire, that’s what she says, yeah, that you’re worn down, careworn. Yes, exactly, you keep saying it, even though you don’t even know you feel that way.

But sure, yeah, I mean that’s what you said when Claire was here, yes, what can it hurt right? It won’t, it’s a perfectly common technique, I mean, not me, but other professional therapists, with Hollywood actors, sports stars, even politicians, uh huh, I mean not just for stuff like addiction or whatever, just to you-know, feel better, get rid of anxiety,and yeah, I mean, there’s those two things, and it’s so common, and so hard for the person to see themselves, yes, wealth guilt, and yes, feelings of unworth, totally groundless, and yeah, I know you are a philanthropist, and yeah, you have no reason, none, to be ashamed and of course, yes your giving and the charitable foundation, and all that, sure it makes you feel good about yourself, and it should, but you know, I think you see that, you do these things, and yes, it feels good, because of the guilt. Yes, you understand, even though you don’t think you should feel guilty. And, and I mean, this is sensitive, but now Claire is downstairs, I mean, I can be frank. She, she is truly a really amazng looking woman, yeah, I know, and of course, that’s superficial, and, yeah, yeah you can say it, I mean, this is what we’re getting into it here, you’re a cute guy, no really, no - you see what you’re doing there, putting yourself down, that’s not modesty, that’s it, that’s it coming out - I mean, yeah five two? five three? Right, and I mean you’re trim and all, but not, not a hunk, right, not maybe what someone might expect, and, look, yes, I am not saying this, but I mean, be honest, that’s what you’re thinking right? I mean it’d be weird not to, that you’re not, not the sort of man, that people would expect to be with, or marry, you know, someone like, eh, like, Claire, your wife. Sure, and I know, and yes, that’s totally it, and I know you know, and yes, that’s it but deep down, you know, yes, subconsciously, yes,  that’s I mean, this isn’t rocket science, and really, you can see this, this is exactly why you can’t see this yourself, and yes, sure, of course, these things develop, you’ve been together, eh, is it eighteen months? Sure, and that’s, you know, there’s no scale, but that’s pretty much around the time, such things take to develop, to build up, slowly, and yeah, that’s just what my tests showed. And (laughs), but you see? Of course, your answers, they don’t feel to you that that’s what they show? I mean, if the cues and the tells were so easy to spot, then, that’s right, then no one would ever show up, on the tests. Right.

So, are we good? Yes, I know. (Laughs) You know, there’s a joke, the psychiatrist has an anxious patient and at the start of the session he always says ‘Now, are you relaxed?’ And the patient (laughs) blows up and screams “No! That’s why I’m here!’ So, sure, okay, and we’ll start.

Yes. All you need to do is to listen to my voice and look into my eyes, yes, and we’ll breathe, yes, slowly and slowly, and just a little slower, and just listen to my voice and breathe, and a little more relaxed, and yes, a little more, and my voice is all you can hear, and your own breathing, and my voice, and you’re starting to feel a little calmer, and you just want to listen to my voice, and looking into my eyes, my voice is relaxing you …<fade out>

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… and you’ll remember nothing for now, and you’re coming back and you’re feeling so much more relaxed and now, you’re just coming awake again.

See? You’re smiling. There’s no need to do anything. How do you feel?

Like just waking up? Cool. And do you feel relaxed? (laughs) Sure, I know, but you feel like this helped? Yes, that’s my boy, my good boy. No, no need to apologise. (laughs) Sure, yes, but that’s just what I was saying before, you remember, it’s so perfectly normal, so commonplace for the subject not to feel, exactly, until, yeah, (laughs) like a glaucoma, (laughs). But you know, I said, this is not a one-shot thing, yes, several sessions. You remember. And yeah, I mean, yeah, that’s normal, sure, I mean, part of the therapy is that, yeah, it’s not, I mean, oh yeah, that’s exactly it, like a dream, and sometimes, sure, you remember a dream, or at least parts of it and others, sure, just like now, it fades so fast, and you can’t remember anything, I mean, sure, the science of it is actually, yeah, well known, the trance state, to be, eh, effective, the memory parts of the brain, are well, just not laying down the memories, so I mean, you don’t, strictly speaking, forget, because the memory of the time in the trance state, just doesn’t get made.

And what did we talk about? Well, sure, no (laughs) it’s not a secret, well, about what makes you anxious, and about Claire, and sure, yeah, and, oh no no no, I mean, anyone can tell, I mean, you really do love your wife, I mean, you don’t need to be a psychologist to see that, and no, of course not, no, it’s really just, why? Because, yes, some of the anxiety, and this is perfectly normal, this is what we’re addressing here, at least in part, is those feelings, of well, inadequacy, and no, of course not, it’s really so, eh misplaced, and it shouldn’t, and really James, this is exactly what the therapy is addressing, is those feelings, and learning to cope with, even accept, and that’s that’s exactly where the relief comes from, from accepting. That’s, exactly, that’s just the reason why you feel better now, and this is just eh, the start, the eh beginning of that acceptance, sure, yes, that’s the word I mean, and that’s, that’s what we’ll build on. No really, I mean, the anxiety comes from dissonance, and you, you do experience that, I mean, not just in trance, even before, you agreed, you, eh, admitted to, not well to feelings, but to understanding how you might, and you do, you really do, you admitted to the eh, yes, the dissonance, between yourself and your wife, at least yes, in appearance, and well, in confidence and your eh, no, you didn’t before, well, maybe I’m mixing up what you said in trance and before, but you do agree, yes, of course, and here’s, listen James, here’s the thing, and I want you to practice this, just go to your acceptance place, yes, and think about Claire, and yes, and just picture her, and then yes … accept … You see? That feels good doesn’t it? Yes. It does. Good boy. Uh huh. … accept …

Mmmmm. Yes. So, what will you do? When you see Claire, yes.   … accept … And if you feel anxious? Yes … accept… That’s so good. I am so pleased with you James. So good. Such a good boy.

Now, no, not a whole week,  I mean yes, I arranged with your wife already, tomorrow. Yes. So I’ll see you then? Good.


So, great, James. I saw Claire downstairs, and she’s really pleased with you. She said she noticed the difference straight away, and she wants you to know she’s very happy, and so pleased that the therapy is working. It’s just been a day, and I can, yes, I can already see, I mean even now, I can tell you’re pleased to see me. Well thank you. And the difference between today and yesterday, I mean, we haven’t even started but I can tell you’re less anxious. Really? Well you don’t look it, you look much better, and Claire, that’s what she was saying. Oh? Well, perhaps that’s to be expected, but really, you know, it’s perfectly fine to feel that way.  Tell me.  Yes, well, I think I know what you mean, but yes, you are finding it hard to put into words. And tell me, is that just now, with me? Or with, eh. with your wife, with Claire too? Yes? That’s interesting. Would the word, would the word, perhaps ‘submissive’, yes, close? I see, well, perhaps what you’re thinking of as submissive, is well, it’s not a bad feeling is it? No? (laughs). Well, I don’t know why you would feel anxious about a good feeling, should I?  Yes, well, let me try to help, perhaps, another word, ‘accepting’ would, yes? Well it is a good word James. It is. Trust me. Acceptance is so important, and that’s what we’re all about today … accepting … Accepting is when you let go of the worries and the stress and the anxiety and just, accept, that what is, will be, and that you can just let go of any, resistance, and just … accept … Yes, and we can’t  have love without acceptance. That’s right. Yes. That’s right. You want to agree, and you should. It’s good that you agree with whatever I say. Whatever Claire says. Yes. You understand. Yes. You’re already in trance now. My voice is enough. Yes. My voice. And now, we need to go deeper, and you want that. You want to feel that. You want to sink down. Down. Into my voice. Deeper. More relaxed. More accepting ….<fade out>


<fade in> .. and when you hear my voice … or Claire’s voice .. the feelings will return. And now you’re a little higher. Nearly there. And you feel so good. So accepting. So loving. And it’s just like your blankie, wrapping you up, so warm and so soft. And now, you’re almost back. And everything is as it should be. And now, you’re completely back and everything is fine again.

You always have such a bright smile when you come back up James. Really, it’s lovely.  So cute. Always? Yes. Two times? Oh no. It’s been a few more than that. It’s okay, it’s normal to be a little confused. You remember? Really, this is well, eh, the seventh session I think now. It doesn’t matter really. No? You don’t remember? Is that a problem? No. No I didn’t think so. So it’s okay, and tell me now, how do you really feel.  Hmmm?  A little anxious?  Really? About Claire? Really, why? Oh, well. I’m sure she doesn’t need anything right now. If she did, she’d call you, wouldn’t she? Yes. Of course, and yes, it’s sweet that you think of her straight away. You should. You’re a loving, devoted husband. Of course, you want to ensure she’s happy. No. That’s not a good idea. No. Not so soon after trance. You’re probably just, eh, feeling so good, you want to see her, make sure she’s okay, if she needs you for anything. Yes, reassurance, that’s right. But I’m sure she’s fine right now. Just concentrate for a moment, on what you remember of the session. Yes. Feeling good? Yes? But still a little anxious. Well, okay. But we know what to do about that? Yes. Do you need me to say  it? Sure okay. Yes, I know you like it. Mm-Hmm, yes, and when Claire does. But yes, you can think it. That’s it. Yes. I can tell. I see it in your eyes of course. And again. Good boy. Very good. And now, we’re going to do the exercise again. Are you worried about Claire? Uh huh, and yes. You think acceptance. Yes. And worried about Claire? Uh huh. Yes. Acceptance. Is there anything to be worried about? No. No there isn’t. Everything is just fine. Wonderful. Because you accept.  Excellent. You are such a good boy. Good boy. because you accept.

All the worries are from before. They are over now. You can’t remember. You don’t want to remember before.

No. I don’t hear anything. Are you worried about a noise? No. Not worried. You never worry about strange noises. They aren’t important.  They’re nothing to do with you. Strange voices? I don’t think so. But are you worried? A little? Well, that will pass. The important thing is that you … ? Yes, very good. Very good boy. Do you want me to do the thing? You do? Come here, and I’ll do it. Good boy. Good boy. Do you hear anything now? Maybe? But it doesn’t matter. You’re all happy. because Claire is happy. Because of the noises. Yes. Good boy. Accept.

Do you want another session tomorrow? Yes. Well, I can’t spend all my time here. And I’m sure Claire will need you later anyway. I know, Yes. You need more. Don’t worry. Now, after I go, you’ll slowly come round, yes. a little more, but it will all be fine. Won’t it? Claire’s good boy.


Now James. Yes. That’s good. Eyes cast down. Very good. I’m so pleased. You know, some people, well, I wouldn’t call  them therapists exactly, but they’re, they’re seeking the same, eh. state in their eh, patients, or clients, well those people feel they do well to achieve these results with all kinds of, well, restraints, and well, frankly, physical, eh, well, I suppose, beatings and whippings and things like that. Yes. Very distasteful, and all so unnecessary, because, well, look at you, so happy, so well, eh, conditioned, so motivated, and all with a little therapy. No need for spankings. (laughs) Oh my goodness. Really James! I mean, oh, don’t you realise I can see what you’re thinking. (laughs) Honestly, that’s so silly. I just don’t understand. Or maybe (laughs) Well, I suppose I shouldn’t be surprised, but no. No. James. What would Claire say? Oh don’t scrunch up like that. She’s not angry with you. I’m not angry either. It’s just funny, and well, it’s not my fault exactly, it’s just a kind of, I suppose a side-effect. So no. We won’t be doing anything like that. I’m a professional therapist, not a, eh, a dominatrix.  Now. Are you ready for your therapy? Good. (laughs) I’d say more that you’re eager for it. Yes, aren’t you? Yes. Yes you are. Good boy.

Now, I know, it’s hard to remember, It’s okay, but try. Remember what we’ve been working on. Yes. that’s right. At the start, we had to go deep to remove all the, eh, resistance and blockages. Yes. I know you can’t remember that, because that was deep. Shallow at first, then deeper as we stripped away all that nasty resistance, and made you accept. Yes. Deep, deep acceptance. In the end. How long? Hardly matters, but I suppose that was the first week or so. Yes, very deep after the first week. And we found our blankie. Yes, you remembered it. All that time ago, when you were very little. I know you don’t remember, but when you were very, very deep, and we got to the root of all the anxiety. Yes. A little bit Freudian. Yes. And you remembered your Mommie. Yes you did. And you remembered  the bad memories. Scary noises in the house, when your Father was away. And you went to Mommies room, and you were frightened. Yes, Scary noises. But it was okay. Mommie wasn’t really angry. She was happy, and when she tucked you back into bed, she gave you your blankie. And it was all okay, Mommie was fine. And She loved you so much, and you could rub your blankie. Yes. Rub it. And it was okay. Everything was okay. And we brought the blankie back. Yes. Not the real blankie. No, that would be silly. A memory blankie. But you have it all the same, in your memory. In your mind. And we started to come back up. Each session, not as deep as the last. And it was okay. Because you accepted. And it was okay, and you had your blankie. And you were a good boy. And you stayed in your room, and you made Claire so happy, because you accepted. Yes.


And now James, good boy, accept, we’re almost back. Now each session doesn’t need to be so deep. And this session, we’ll hardly go deep at all. Yes. No need for trance, because well, we don’t need it any more. You accept. Without thinking. No need for the triggers. No need for the words. You’re calm and relaxed all the time now, no matter what you hear. No matter what you see. Isn’t that right? Good boy.

You remember my laptop? Yes. You used to be anxious when I’d show it to you. I don’t know why? There’s no good reason. Because there’s nothing bad on there. Nothing bad to see. Only nice things. What’s the nicest thing in the world? The nicest thing? Yes. When Claire is happy with you. When she smiles at you. When she’s happy. And is she happy in the movies I show you? Yes she is. It’s okay.  I know. They make you, well, is it anxious any more? Excited? Well, excited is good. But I want them to make you happy.  Yes, happy James. Because this is what Claire wants. You know that. Yes. And what Claire wants, is what you want. Isn’t that right. Yes James, even this. You know this. Yes. I know. It’s hard isn’t it? We’re so proud of you. You’ve tried so hard, and made such an effort to accept, and you’re really nearly there. yes, I know, you’d like to go into trance, and you can James, you can, just by trying, yes, that’s very good. Now I’m opening the laptop. Yes, and remember, there’s nothing to worry about. There’s nothing bad in here, only good things. Remember I what I called it? My box of delights, and that’s just what it is. So lovely. So special. Special and delicious. You love Claire, don’t you James. Yes, and you would do anything for her. Yes, I know. And you know that you don’t need to have all those bad feelings James. Not about Claire. Not about what she does.  You can make the bad feelings all go away, and accept this. Yes you can. Let’s look at Claire, shall we? Okay, yes, you can, but later. For now, you’re just going to watch.

Yes, there she is. With her friend. You remember his name, Carl, that’s right.  Doesn’t she look happy? Yes, yes she does. Carl makes her happy. Look, they’re laughing together. This is good. You want her to be happy, don’t you? Yes. And Carl makes her happy. She needs to be happy. You need her to be happy. Claire loves you James. She doesn’t want you to be upset or anxious about her. And there’s no need for you to be. Everything is fine. You need to accept. Accept James. You can see that can’t you James? This is just a simple fact of life, there’s nothing you need to do about this. Nothing. There’s nothing you can do. Just accept. You see? You can see, can’t you? Carl is so much better at this than you, and that’s okay. You can see what Claire needs, can’t you? Yes. It’s fine. She needs Carl. She needs to feel like he makes her feel. Usually a husband does this for his wife, but it doesn’t have to be. Not at all.  You can do other things for her. You provide so much for her. All your money. This lovely home. And all the love and devotion a woman could need. That’s so important. And you do all that, and Claire loves you for it. You know this. But you know you can’t do this for her. Not this. Not like Carl can, or the other men. But it’s fine, you see. You see that she’s getting what she needs. You see what she’s doing now?  What he is doing? Doing to her? She is getting what she needs. The only problem would be if you don’t accept all these lovely things. That would be bad. But you do accept. You do so much, and it makes you feel so good when you do.There’s no need to feel guilty. None at all. There’s no need. You just have accept this, all of it, and everything will be so good.

Are you upset? Does seeing her make you upset? I can see you’re trying to accept James. You’re such a good boy. I know it’s hard, but you’re making such a good effort. Say it for me. Say ‘I accept this.’  Yes. Again, stare at the screen and say ‘I accept this’. Stare at your wife as she sucks his cock. Say it James. Does saying it make it easier? Yes it does, doesn’t it? It’s always better to have everything out in the open. No secrets. It’s okay. Just listen to my voice. It’s soothing isn’t it? It makes it easier. Just concentrate on your wife’s face. You see the pleasure in her face. You see that. You want her to have that. You want her to be able to feel that way with a man. She can’t get that with you. She never could. But now she can, with Carl, or any of the other men she has. It doesn’t matter who. You need to accept that she needs to be fucked by other men. You do accept it don’t you James. Stare at the screen and say it. Say ‘I accept this.’ You know, don’t you, on some level, that I’ve programmed you to accept it. That I’ve trained you, like a dog, to make you associate the words with positive thoughts, to  release the endorphins that make you feel good. But it’s okay. It doesn’t matter why, only that you feel good when you see Claire get fucked. See her fucked, really hard like this. You know how hard we’ve worked to get this far. How far you’ve come. Now, see this James, see how he takes her roughly. She loves that, doesn’t she? Have you noticed James? This isn’t a recording. this is a stream.Look, I’ll turn the sound down. Can you hear it, from upstairs. Can you hear your wife? Hear her cries? Yes. right now, he’s fucking her right now, upstairs in the bedroom. yes. how does it make you feel James? Really? You say you accept it, but i don’t think you even know that there’s tears streaming down your face. Mm hmm. Is it cruel James? But you don’t break away. You never have. I’ve never worked with an easier subject. You knew from the start didn’t you. You never even tried to resist. Did you suspect? Did you know? You know you can’t lie to me. Never. Not now, not after all this time we’ve shared.

I knew you would be easy from the start. I knew you were so ready for this. I told Claire it would take a while, and she was so impatient. She didn’t want to wait any longer than she had to to start bringing Carl home to your house, to your bedroom.

Say it James. Saying it makes it real. It helps. Say ‘I accept that my wife gets fucked by other men.’ Come on, that’s it. Oh very very good James. Say it again. Say ‘My wife fucks other men, and I accept it.’ Good boy. It feels so good to let it go, doesn’t it James?  Acceptance, submission is wonderful isn’t it? You knew. And that made you anxious. Because you didn’t want to accept it. But all you have to do is to submit to her. To this. I so want this for you James, for you to give yourself over to this experience. I want all this for you. I’ve grown so close to you over these weeks. You’ve worked so hard for me, for Claire. And you’re so close to giving it all up, all that pride, all that manliness. Just accepting that women are superior to you will feel so wonderful. All my men tell me this. Once they accept, once they submit, they realise that all women are beautiful, all women are your superiors, all women must be worshipped and obeyed. You feel this about me too, don’t you James. You want to obey me. You want to please me, just like you do Claire. Every woman you meet. Your secretary at the foundation, the women you meet in your work, every shop assistant, your sisters, your friends, even those you just pass on the street, all beautiful, all to be obeyed, to be worshipped. But especially your lovely, loving, beautiful wife.

Yes, and me James. You feel an attachment to me, don’t you? I’m the one who broke your spirit, who’s shown you all this attention. It’s only natural. I told Claire this would happen. All my men fall in love with me a little bit. She thinks it’s sweet. And I’m rather attached to you too. Yes. Oh, that lovely smile again. Yes. Why wouldn’t I be. You’re so submissive, so pliant, so eager to please me. From the very start you’ve been so easy to train. With every barrier I’ve broken down you’ve been a little more mine. Of course, you’re still Claire’s property, hers to do with as she pleases, but I know we will always have a special relationship. Mistress and Sissy. Oh, we’re going to have such a wonderful time James, you and I, and Claire and Carl.

Look. Look at her, on all fours, taking Carl’s lovely hard cock in her sweet pussy. Real sex is so beautiful, isn’t it? Claire told me all about the first few times you were together. How even seeing her in her lingerie made you quiver. She’s so beautiful, isn’t she? You must have known from the very start that she was too much for you. And she’s so strong, so powerful, a CEO at just twenty two. You met her through your sisters, didn’t you. They’re formidable too. Were you always attracted to such strong, powerful women? Did you know that they told Claire your little secret? That you used to wear their panties and their nightdresses? Oh yes, when you were a little boy, so lonely and so weak. No father figure, a Mother so controlling. Did you look up to them? Your older sisters? Did you latch onto them? Want to be like them? Did you sneak into their room when they were at boarding school? Run your fingers through their underwear? Try it on? Did it feel so, so lovely? Mmmm. Silky and soft, just like Jessica and Simone. Were you wearing it? Were you wearing it when you saw Mommie getting fucked by her lover?

Mmmm. Your blankie, it’s not really a blankie is it? It’s a lovely little girl’s nightie. Yes. It was. When you were so deep, you remembered. A blankie isn’t silky, but that’s what you said. Mommie knew. She knew what would comfort her girly little boy. His sister’s silky nightie. Yes, you remember. She let you. Yes she did. She let you wear whatever you liked. You told me. Your happiest times were when you went shopping with Mommie. The special shopping trips, when she’d let you get whatever clothes you wanted. You had panties and stockings and little skirts and dresses. She loved to dress up her little boy. Oh, what chance did you have James? So sissified, so pretty. And at college, all those girls, all so beautiful, so confident. Did they drive you mad? So drawn to them, yet so afraid. You knew you could never give them what they needed. Not like a real man. Not like Carl. And then, as soon as you were out on your own, you met Claire. So much like all those women you adored and feared. But she was so different, so understanding. She didn’t demand you be like a man. She was content to let you be who you wanted to be. And you see why, don’t you James. Yes, she loves you. But she knew she would never be satisfied with you sexually. She’s told me all about your sex life. How you worship her. How she allows you to masturbate while you stare at her in bed. She said that she sometimes lets you rub it on her stockinged thigh as a special treat. That’s enough for you, isn’t it James? Just to look at her. Her beauty. You could never do this, like Carl. Even if you looked like him, even if you had his thick cock, you could still never do this. Never hold her down and pound her like he’s doing to her right now. That’s okay. You can watch. Watch her be fucked by a real man. You see? I called it my box of delights, and it is. Lots of lovely films of your wife getting fucked. Her perfect breasts jiggling, her pretty face smiling. Her gorgeous legs being held apart. Oh, listen to her. Listen. Will I turn up the sound? Yes. She’s so happy James. She wants you to see.

You can do it now. Yes, do it now, while you watch her. I know you want to so badly. She wants this too. This is what she wants. If she’d had her way, this is what I’d have done on the first day. And that would have worked, for a while, but you wouldn’t have accepted, not really. You needed to do a lot of work to accept this. To want it. Is it what you want James? Yes. Of course it is. So beautiful. The wife being fucked, the husband watching, and masturbating.

You really have been my perfect subject. Almost too easy, so submissive, so passive, so enraptured by women already. That’s why I’ve tried so hard with you. Pushed you. I want you to be the perfect submissive sissy husband. You could never have  refused this. Not even at the start, but i wanted more for you. More even than acceptance. I wanted more. I wanted you to want it too. Want Claire to be fucked. Want her to cheat on you. Want her to show you. And you do, don’t you? You love it. Love seeing her with another man. Love seeing her being pounded. Being fucked. Even if you couldn’t masturbate while watching, you’d still want it, wouldn’t you? Want it for her? If she had no lover, you’d find one for her, wouldn’t you? Arrange it. Bring him here to mount her. Service her. Give her the cock she needs.

Oh that’s so sweet of you James. So sweet. I’m so glad I was able to do this for you. I’ve really, really enjoyed helping you. Didn’t I promise you that this would be good for you. That you would thank me. You see now. You feel it. The wonderful feeling of release when you submit entirely. When you feel such perfect love for someone that you give them up? Yes. I mean, you know that’s what’s happening. You’ll still be married, legally. Claire doesn’t want a divorce. But you never really had her anyway. No man who masturbates while watching his wife get slam fucked by another man can really be called a husband. No, you’re just her sissy now. And mine.  Claire will split the money with your sisters, and you’ll sign everything over to them. They’ll take care of you of course. They love you. They want you to be happy. Yes James, just nod to show you accept. You trust me don’t you James. Trust me completely. I’ve shown you all the pleasures of being a cuckolded, sissy husband. Not just for Claire. For you. Because this is what you need, what you want. But I won’t just leave you there. Oh no. You deserve more, my special boy. The special boy who wanted to wear his sister’s panties? Mommies special boy in his satin dresses. Now everything is out in the open, you can do it all again. Jessica was most insistent. ‘I want him to be the girl he always wanted to be.’ She said. We’ll get you all the silky panties that you want. All the pantyhose, all the skirts and tops and dresses. Won’t you love that? You can be just like your sisters. Just like your lovely wife.

Oh James, you’re shaking. You poor thing. That’s what you really want, isn’t it? To be a girl? It’s all you ever really wanted, isn’t it. I know. And it’s okay. You can. The only person holding you back is you. You’re all grown up. You have money, or at least, access to it. You can be whatever you want to be, wear whatever you want to wear. You see? You see what it means to let go. You don’t need to pretend for Claire. Look at her, she has all the man she needs right there, look, he’s putting her on her back again and spreading her legs. Does she look like she cares if her husband wants to wear silky panties? Mmm. She does look well satisfied, doesn’t she? She loves big cocks, just like you like girly things. No, James, she has all she needs.  She just needs to know that you accept this. That you won’t be difficult when she takes over your inheritance. That you won’t make things difficult when it starts to become public that she’s cheating on you. She’s not cruel or mean, she wants you to be happy, to accept your role as a cuckold. If you want to be a sissy, wear women’s clothes, act like a girl, well, that just makes things easier. When I told her I would be continuing your conditioning, she told me to do whatever I thought best for you. ‘That’s fine.’ She said.  ‘Do whatever you need to him.’

Do you want me to do that James? I need to hear you say it. Very good. It’s okay, you can keep masturbating while your wife gets fucked in front of you. Because that’s what you want, really, isn’t it? That’s what you need. And you know, don’t you, that this isn’t something I’ve done to you. I could never have made you want this, if it wasn’t part of your nature, deep down. All I’ve done is let you accept this, given you permission to accept it, enjoy it. And why not? Why shouldn’t you? Nobody would criticise Carl for embracing his alpha nature, for fucking a woman as hard and as thoroughly as he wants to. Not if she wants it, like your wife does, and she does really love getting thoroughly fucked by him. So why should you feel shame in wanting that too, not for yourself, but just to watch. Watch your wife be fucked by another man. See her pleasure. See her cuckold you. You’re not harming anyone at all. You love it. Don’t you?

But there’s so much more James. So much more for you to discover with me. You are going to be my special project. Yes. Your wife is so slutty James. She has been so unfaithful to you. And she wants so much more. How do you think you will feel? Oh this will be so special, when she is gangbanged? Yes, that’s what she’s going to do. Invite all her friends over. And they’ll party, and they’ll drink, and do drugs. And she’ll go down on her knees to give blowjobs, and then they’ll start to fuck her. So many men. Fucking her.

And of course, you’ll be there too. At these parties with Claire and all her friends.

Of course you will be, this is your house and Claire is your wife. She would never go behind your back, not now, not now that you accept this.  Everyone will know of course, that she doesn’t let you fuck her. That she is just too good for you. That you are such a pantywaist, weak man that you let her be fucked by anyone who wants to have her. And that’s what these parties will be like, James. Fuck parties. Claire, and all her slutty friends, and all the alpha bulls they can find. There will be no shortage of willing men. That’s what she wants more than anything James. That’s why she had to do this to you. She wants to be gang-fucked right here in your home. A whole pack of men taking turns on her. Can you imagine what that will be like? Can you accept that? It’ll be just like a normal party at first, but getting wilder. Soon the women will be getting undressed, the men groping them. You’ll be there, serving drinks, cleaning up while it goes on. Then you’ll see Claire getting taken from behind by one of the men. Maybe she’ll be gobbling another man’s huge cock. She’ll be ignoring you of course, but maybe the men will call out to you, taunt you while they fuck her. She’ll be taking the lead, but soon all her friends will be getting fucked too. You have a huge open-plan living area, don’t you? It will be like your own porn movie right here n your home. And Claire will be the star. Will the carry her upstairs to your bed? Will they pass her from one to the other? She’d love that. She’s told me so many fantasies. I’ve told her not to worry about you. That you’ll accept it. That you’ll love it. And you will. Oh James, I can’t wait to start the next phase of your conditioning.

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